When more of us finally realize that the only thing there really is, Spirit, we will finally be authentic. If the term Spirit is too indefinite for you, substitute mind or consciousness. Haven’t you wondered what or how can we be the image or likeness of God? It is the spirit of us, the mind or consciousness of us that is the likeness. The likeness differs in degrees according to our conscious awareness and use in understanding this truth. We are not a physical look alike but an energy differing only in recognition and vibration. The habit of calling Source-God as a Father or Mother is symbolism for our connection.

In a roomful of people, it would be a rarity to find two fields of intelligence vibrating and living at the same level. “Made in the image of God” is a familiar reminder that we do have value. By raising our level of conscious awareness, we become godlike. Divinity lives in all life and differs according to intelligence, conscience and awareness. If a person, group, or even a city is basically not open to receiving Divinity or deprived of the power and presence for one reason or another, how can they receive, accept, live or share it? We first have to value and honor the truth that that presence and power is the real identity of us. Once we stop being resistant or ignorant, the higher energy will begin to reveal itself. The goal is for the fullness, beauty, power, light and love of the magical Self to express fully through us. It is similar to how one of my children describes the process…turn up the thermostat. Consciously expand your light, turn up the brightness, lighten your load and discover what it really is like to be free and a conscious creator.

We know God is creative. The same holds true for humans. Every human has a capacity to make things, to create, because we are all made in the image/energy of a creative power Source. Regardless of our gender, age, history, every one of us possesses spiritual aptitudes and capacities. Just because we may not witness someone’s spiritual nature or our own, its hidden energy is more real that our physical nature because it does not die. If more of us would nurture our consciousness and deem it as important as eating, drinking and exercising our physical body, anything would be possible.

We are intelligent and intended to be morally responsible. What gives us life is the image, the consciousness but most humans are not yet fully aware of the grandeur of our possibilities. Being fully human means to reflect a higher creativity using our godlike capacities.   Our conscious creations can be far grander than we have imagined because we are under the same principles and laws of cause and effect. We need to use mind-consciousness to mold spirit with the ideas we receive as a creator.

We are living in two worlds simultaneously but not using our full potential. The physical world is the result of invisible ideas. Hopefully, more humans are aware now that everything began as an idea, in light, and eventually manifested in density. When we are also aware that the invisible world is infinite and the real us is also infinite, we can become more visibly and tangible god-like.

It is time that more of us live a Self-conscious and an attentive life understanding that the real is the magical inner Self. The body is the medium we use to express its ideas. To understand and live this relationship we naturally have with our light image allows us to use our innate spiritual higher powers. We’ve been programmed for thousands of years to fear using power except for emergencies and very select ‘holy’ things. Religious teachers in many cases have placed restrictions on our using the mind and body to create and heal unless the act comes under certain rules and regulations. All the glorious wonders written about may be experienced here and now. It is intention, pure thought that is noted. We don’t have to attend a certain school, training or physically die to attain the spiritual realm. We are designed to awaken here in the flesh and use our mind and body as a medium for the higher energies of our spirit consciousness.

As an example, why would Jesus state, “Behold the kingdom of God is within you”? What is within? Your consciousness is the shaker and mover. Are you conscious now? Isn’t it time we prove these things ourselves? People always want proof. Well, do it. Plenty of proof will manifest in your life if you put the heavy conditions of past teachings, opinions and concerns aside and learn to apply innate spiritual powers with an understanding and loving awareness. Yes, it is possible to direct Spirit/consciousness. It is the only active force. May your motive and best interests always vibrate as love. Stop separating yourself and allow the real Self to take action.

Why don’t you go to a mirror now and look at your self? You are looking at the outer covering. The brain is thinking and the mind is toying with the idea of using its will in a new and very interesting way. Why not use the entire package body, mind and soul and create a new kind of life, a life where your will as an aware consciousness is demonstrating what the team desires? If the team is involved, then you and I are acting as a likeness or image of God. We create deliberately not only for our good but the good of all~

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Saturday, January 16, 2016



We all have made mistakes, because we have not known our real selves. We all have asked at one time or another, “What is the best way of healing the body or helping another heal?” Jesus, a great teacher and example for us, always met the need of the people at their exact degree of unfoldment. Everyone needs a special approach but there is one approach we all need and that is genuine and caring love.

We can only really help others and ourselves in direct relationship to how we love. Love will know the exact method. It helps the process by only seeing the good in another or the good in you regardless if details display otherwise. I learned long ago to look past the appearance for that is exactly what disorder, imbalances, illnesses and similar opinions, an appearance. LOVE looking past the appearance is your first step.

Second step:  Freely ASK for the blessings of the creative Holy Spirit and the angelic angels to assist you. There are helpers all around you. God is love incarnate.

Third step: train yourself to understand and RECOGNIZE the perfect spiritual body, your light blue print behind your form. The goal is to get every part of your material body to act in obedience to your real, eternal and spiritual body.

Fourth step: if your physical senses tell you that you are in pain CALL on your spiritual senses and use a word of power to remove the discomfort. A word of power is a significant name or word that represents holiness, God, love to you. You can train your mind and body to obey immediately.

Fifth step: ASSERT yourself and be a spiritual conscious being refusing to fall prey to material or sense suggestions, opinions and negativity. Allow your true spiritual self to become a ruler.

Sixth step: VIBRATION. Fill the house every day with strong, positive health vibrations, lifting the energy in your environment into purity and truth. Feel free to experiment with different ray colors, light.

Seventh step: GROWTH. Healing is not designed to be difficult. Make your transformation playful, creative, loving and simple. It is more natural to work with God always in our midst than to ignore, fail and go around complaining.

Periodically say to yourself: “I am spirit” and “I am to create.”

Eighth step: TRUST AND ASSUME: Offer your prayer request and let it go. Don’t keep looking for a change. I always assume it is being taken care of by the One Power and One Presence.

Ninth step: GRATITUDE When you do think of your request, remember and speak gratitude and thank the Holy Spirit for being in charge.

I made the list 9 steps because 9 is a sacred number and represents change. Watch as the magic of love as it comes into you and your life.


Awaken, thou that sleepest. Christ shall give you light.

I am determined to live from the innermost of myself.

I am not losing my identity but rather gaining a greater individuality.

Spirit is the first and real foundation of my consciousness.

I desire to live, think, speak only from the level of spirit.

I ask that my vision clear, my ears hear and my mind is open.

God’s spoken first word at creation was LIGHT!


Every stage of development reveals more of God.

I can easily distinguish between reality and shadow.

I am breathing entirely from the plane of spirit during this sacred healing hour.

I am entering into a larger consciousness of God.

I am awakening to a higher plane and larger consciousness.

Heaven is not a place but a consciousness of God.

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Saturday, January 9, 2016


The majority of spirits living in matter come from a similar origin. There is a major difference between spirit and soul. Spirit is our first individual form projected from God, the Great Spirit. Later, individual spirit decided it wanted to create a form in matter that it could use to express itself in a tangible way. The process was one of both devolving and evolving. In its devolution, it was necessary to create coverings consisting of a soul, mind and eventually a physical body. The process was not as simple as thought and took many efforts of trial and error to finally bring forth a suitable form to house the spirit of God.

The lesser energy of soul-memory-mind emanated throughout the lower kingdoms in its first burst of evolution. Instead of being free to express as its former spirit in the higher worlds of light, the individual spirit became entrapped in the dense vibrations of matter. It was not until the process as the world refers to as evolution reached a point where there was a creature with a highly enough developed brain could the fallen spirit exercise the power it once knew as a spirit of light. In density a spirit is imprisoned so to speak in its own creation. It is covered by lesser or slower vibrations referred to as a soul-mind. Entering a physical form slows its vibration because matter is normally cumbersome. We call this conglomerate man. As man, we are armored with a mind, will and a brain that serves to accelerate us onward toward the return journey to our spiritual home, the Supreme Spirit.

The perennial question is why did we ever leave completeness and devolve in the first place? The only answer I can come up with is to experience the creation process. The answer doesn’t satisfy, at least me, because some of us remember what it is like in the sublime vibratory regions of Light and authentic Wisdom and Love.   Living in matter is not a vacation. For most, it feels like a trap. My last published book, Trapped: Visitor from Heaven is written as a novel but in truth, it shares my efforts in removing myself from the typical pitfalls of being a human.

When spirit devolved millions of years ago, it went through the various kingdoms such as the simple plant, the variety of living creatures that appeared and eventually into a form we refer to as human.   Once a vehicle was developed suitable for the individuality and its purpose, there was no longer a need for the individual spirit to enter the lower animal or plant life. If a world cataclysm occurred, the simple forms would again be used as an avenue of expression until a creature with a will and developed brain came into being. Life is always present in one form or another to serve the purpose of liberation from the mistaken act of conscious separation from Source.

You may be wondering why the heck I even think or write about this subject. I guess there is a lingering shock in my memory bank. I realize what is really entombed in a human form and how oblivious most people are to their origin, purpose and eventual need to return to their origin. Everything is related. We are one great energy field. What appears as division is but the flowing together of all life seen and unseen. Many teachers suggest that a human abstain from eating flesh. The eating of flesh was never intended for individualized spirit. Earth people and their habits of eating animals actually leads away from the Source and does nothing to enhance individual spiritual energy.   If the soul is not evolved, it will absorb the vibrations of the flesh of the lower creature it consumes. The human body does not need animal food. In higher vibrating manifestations, dimensions of thought, this practice is unthinkable.

Please note, my friend, that I will no longer be writing a daily blog. This offering will only appear as a Saturday gift. In the meantime, I am writing a very playful yet educational book about a magical cat, my awesome Manx furry companion named Baba.

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Friday, January 8, 2016


What is often very difficult for us to grasp proves to be the very thing that is needed to be understood. If we had a clear and true understanding, a certainty that these are the genuine facts, perhaps humans would be better satisfied with the subject and purpose of creation. When I first began to examine the question as to the reason for our existence, I was shocked, dismayed and cried for hours. I did not like the idea that a very long time ago I existed in an exquisite vibration of love, wisdom and beauty and deliberately decided to descend into density. The idea was appalling.

God, Infinite Spirit, the Nameless is unseen, impersonal, without form or consciousness as we know it here in the finite world. Form and consciousness are aspects of the Divine. It is impossible to describe or understand the Indescribable through the mental consciousness and here I am attempting to do it. Our thirst for truth and understanding may be satisfied by symbols, visions, intuitive thought or waves of love. The grandeur and holiness of Spirit is personalized through our sincerity and a genuine desire to be consciously aware of a ‘paradise lost’, so to speak. We gradually awaken to what we once had through claiming that oneness actually exists as a reality and our steady determination to regain an awareness of a higher and true divine self.

In the simplest terminology, we could describe our concept of God as the collective power, energy and creative director of the universe (s). All the divine attributes of Spirit…love, wisdom, power and beauty are contained in this All-Knowing Force. The creativity of our individualized spirit when manifested as thought energizing into substance, supplies the necessary ingredients that appear as an evolving continuum that is visible and known to humanity as life. Now, that is an intellectual mouthful. It is far sweeter to feel the indescribable love in unexpected moments of joy but…we, humans, tend to want to label everything even if it diminishes the subject.

It is only logical to accept that other universes exist, visible and perhaps invisible in their nature and activities that are the blueprints or ideas for the manifested universe we currently refer to as home.   A great deal has been written about the original fall of the soul. Could this be an allegorical story that symbolizes the descent of spirit consciousness into matter, a gross vibratory dimension of consciousness? The falling away was not a form of punishment but instead a creative act set in motion by the desire of invisible intelligence that appear as gods compared to the typical consciousness of a human. It appears as a fall because a finer energy descends to a lower heavier dense vibration. If this is so, it explains the loss of freedom we feel confined in physical form.

Perhaps, descent is a natural occurrence resulting from a divine desire and thought. Creation, individualization has a choice and a choice may lead to a descent that actualizes in matter. What if we are here on earth because we desired to descend? If so, I don’t believe that we desired to suffer or even reincarnate. Perhaps suffering is what we created, accept and even nourish as a result of our dumbing down. There is the higher vibratory realms, heaven planes created before we came into existence. Did we degrade ourselves by being curious like a cat desiring to explore other possibilities? If we had had more forethought, we may have understood that by exploring heavier vibrations we open ourselves to energy that does not radiate perfection, as we once knew because it is veiled.

It is a challenge even to imagine a vibratory state of perfection when a veil covers the presence and power of spirit. Thus begins the battle of consciousness. It is through the rounds of rebirths that we may remove ourselves from this wandering path and attempt to rediscover our true identity. The process of a spiral ascent will eventually release us from the mental entanglements that we have acquired along the way. There are many souls who return to earth after regaining conscious awareness of true identity as a result of their compassionate understanding for what has actually happened to the souls who are experimenting with life in matter. Any one of us can only share with another what we consciously possess. We’ve all read the quote, “As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.” The heart is the higher brain. Humans are spiritual beings pretending they are lesser beings.

What we need to remember is that we are divine children. This is true for all people. It is difficult to accept this when we observe our own behavior and that of others. Guilt does a huge disservice to our consciousness and increases the sense of unworthiness. The mortal personality is a figment of the mental-emotional process. It is not who we actually are. It is what the pretender, the human thinks it is. We are spirit playing a hide and seek game of pretense. Most humans are trapped into thinking they are solely a body of clay with a mind and emotions that may betray the inner spirit by its ongoing trickery. The personality is a temporary reflection of the physical and its environment.

I will continue with this subject tomorrow.   Today’s article is the 149th day in a row I’ve posted in this blog. Recently, I’ve decided to write a 7th book about a magical cat. Writing takes disciple, time, imagination and a lot of love. I’ve decided to write the Time to Heal blog as a Saturday blog only, at least until I finish my exciting new offering.

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Thursday, January 7, 2016


You are all that you seek. You, the true identity are a divine intelligence, an eternal light of magic and wonder. You have temporarily forgotten this great truth due to your immersion in creative materiality. You are not what you appear to be. You are much more. I know of that which I speak because the sense of spiritual sight views your true identity shining through. The Eye of God sees, feels and knows with a certainty that you are divine, eternal and pure creative energy. What I witness holds truth whether you are actively seeking truth or not.

You and I are brothers and sisters of Light. We are individual lights of the One Great Light. We vibrate as a result of Omnipresence, Omnipotence and Omniscience. All exist as our original nature eagerly waiting for us to place our personality-ego aside allowing the inner splendor to simply BE.   You are that which you yearn for. The Light is you. Trust in these words when I say that if you discipline your thinking mind, emotions and body through the changing of habits, attitude and an unswerving faith, you will awaken to an all embracing Reality. Intuitively, you already know this about yourself.

You have the power to be conscious of a sublime Reality now. Ask only for truth. Seek only God. Relax, breathe and meditate silently and secretly allowing Spirit to feel, speak and act through the thick covering of the sleep of forgetfulness. Love and respect your body temple. If you ignore the body and the wandering mind, you will fail to experience the exquisite power of God functioning through density. You will mistakenly prevent and separate the struggling lower forces of the physical from the blessings of the higher forces of God’s presence. Isn’t it time to emerge out of hiding and actualize the Kingdom in your every day coming and going?

Recognize that the greater your awakening to the original pure and true nature and your efforts to willingly express it, the greater your awareness and brilliance will manifest here in matter. Spirit manifests through a willing intelligence. Give the entirety of consciousness to Source. Surrender your lower nature to your higher Essence. Apply will, reason and love in claiming your true identity. Allow the inner wonder and power of the divine to direct your spiritual awakening. Willingly accept and thankfully pass through orderly steps to lovingly activate the energy of God already existing within. As you continue to ascend in consciousness and feel and know God as a tangible and loving reality, you will easily recognize and hold dear the divine presence within all life. It is that easy to consciously connect and live in the beauty, love and joy of God.

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Wednesday, January 6, 2016


Has this happened to you? I’ve noticed that whatever spiritual pursuit I am absorbed in at the moment, that teacher or teaching will frequently appear in vision. I’m not referring to dreams but wide-awake experiences. Am I creating the phenomena or tapping into recordings of the past? For instance, when I was in my twenties Buddhism was of intense interest. Buddha appeared to me in all his serenity and knowingness. Even today without thought I will experience out of body travels to sacred stupas in India, enter temples, study mandalas and other firsthand scenes where I find myself in interactive situations.   Why?   It is almost as if we live multiple lives simultaneously. I wrote about the significance of the stupa and a unicorn in one my six published books, The Three Persuasions – A Tale for Inquisitive Souls. In case you don’t know, the stupa is a structure made up of five constituents that identify with one of the five cosmic elements that make up manifested existence. When the mental travels to the stupa’s occurred, I didn’t even know what the name ‘stupa’ meant. In other words, I had not been influenced by anything I read or heard.

Although I was raised a Lutheran and even went to a Lutheran college, it does not make me a Christian in the truest sense. It wasn’t until I had a miraculous healing as a young mother that I seriously began to study the profound teachings of Jesus. Once I began to focus on his sublime energy, scenes from his life appeared to me in meditation and still do. I have heard His voice multiple times or at least the intuitive impression it is his energy encouraging me to move forward. Who is creating this interaction? I have experienced this loving exchange with enlightened beings of the past, famous yogi’s and more recently known cosmic teachers. Is it that those of us who are tuned in to certain waves of energy are included in their circle of wisdom and love when we earnestly focus on a sublime level of consciousness?
I have had almost every famous non-physical living spiritual teacher appear to me. Some even answer questions and give suggestions for further evolution. Is it the higher part of our own consciousness creating helpful scenarios or is it actually happening? It could be both. Many visions are used to prepare us on all levels for upcoming events that will soon manifest in our personal life. If you experience anything like this, pay close attention.

Perhaps the visions of recognized personalities is really are own essence in disguise. Or, perhaps it is simply a friendly entity on the ‘other side’ that is in his or her own way being helpful. Since the majority of humans still resist that holiness is their true nature, maybe it is easier for us to accept that the personalized ‘visitors’ are the real thing. The Presence, the divine companion, regardless of the form it takes is constantly with us. The problem with typical humans is that they have forgotten the Presence. One way to understand the Presence is to acknowledge that it is our true nature. The true nature is identical in all intelligent creation. This is where the oneness comes in. When we consciously reach and live a certain elevation in our understanding and vibration, we are one in consciousness. The more we trust in the inner voice, the sense of knowing, the greater our conscious awareness. We genuinely understand and understanding creates a path that is meaningful and creative at the same time.

Since the conscious part of the mind frequently forsakes divine love and wisdom, perhaps the higher part of the mind sends us visions to remind us of our true nature and purpose. Do you actually accept and really believe that you are divinity in form? Our true identity is not the changing personality, body and name-tag we are known by. We are the bright energy vibrating and smiling behind our appearance. This is true of every human.

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Tuesday, January 5, 2016


If not clearly understood, the psychic sense can be a detriment to our spiritual awakening because it is basically a sixth or physical sense. Being genuinely psychic is very helpful and is a personal sense often laced with a feeling of power and may be fostered by the manipulative side of the ego-personality. To deliberately seek psychic powers for self-aggrandizement is to waste precious time. It becomes a misuse of a heightened awareness. Psychic experiences are a natural byproduct of a developed sixth sense in physical form. It isn’t always connected with soul advancement. Many animals, particularly cats, have it. My cat, Baba, sees angelic beings and other forms of light around me and in the room. Sometimes, I feel he sees and knows too much. But at least, animals do not misuse the sixth sense like many humans tend to do. Dogs often growl when they sense an invisible entity in a room. It is fascinating to watch the dogs’ movement as he or she is on alert and following activity happening in a room that may not be seen or felt by the humans.

In the far distant past, being psychic was more commonly a part of the every day physical experience. Looking to past ages of man, it appears as if the more a human is involved with materiality and technology, the sixth sense frequently diminishes in power and use. The truth of this is in evidence if one studies carefully the progress of the soul.   Anything, meaning power, can be used for the good or for mischievous ends depending on the consciousness of the individual and the cycle of humanity and its collective interest.   If psychic powers are a natural development in man and they are used for personal gain and glory, the misuse may temporarily destroy any gains that have been made in the enfoldment of the flower of the individual hidden spirit life.

Intuition in its pure form used for the awakening of consciousness is a gift to be shared with others. Through intuitive awakening, we will naturally realize what we need to know to bring harmony and wisdom into the body and mind and create a healing environment. Obviously, there are degrees in consciousness. If we seek to unfold and awaken fully to our true spiritual identity, why seek that which is of the lesser? Seek not personal power, but rather seek the Impersonal power that is available, healing and helpful to all?

It is through intense feelings that change and an expanding enlightenment eventually take place becoming a living reality in our lives. The pursuit for excellence demands attention, discipline and discernment for us to remove the veil from the clouded mind that is so easily deceptive. It is through our mental and emotional choices that visions surface in the conscious mind. Visions are meant to be teaching tools, a language taking comfortable forms to help us grow in our conscious awareness of a higher life that is waiting patiently to live through us as us. The inner divine self transcends the senses including the psychic. The divine helps us remember what we have learned and encourages us to further explore the endless wisdom of the light of understanding through spontaneous visions. Speaking from experience, the visions are not always understood. We are not to only observe them and be thankful but use our intuition and in some cases intellectually investigate the symbols and make certain we understand the message correctly. This is why we must be attentive and develop discernment not going off in the ‘la la land’ so typical of the many who are blessed with this ability. Stay grounded, analyze what you have viewed, learn from the vision and take action if necessary.

We are given revelations from both the subconscious and super-conscious at the strangest of times. They happen to me in the shower, at the grocery store, talking to friends and every type of situation imaginable. If I can, I remove myself to a place where I can safely observe and receive. Why spirit chooses inappropriate human times to present a message to us is interesting but then our typically mundane lives compared to their limitless freedom of expression takes precedence over what we consider convenience.

It is very comforting to realize that we have an inner companion looking out for our best interests. It is important not to take for granted revelations but use them for spiritual growth and to help others when a need is indicated. At one time, I referred to spiritual manifestations as gifts but soon learned that they are really an original and intricate part of our true self. We have experienced and learned their existence long ago and are again remembering the forgotten presence and power.   There is a difference between psychic gifts of the sixth sense and the power and possibilities of the innate awakening aspects of our higher Self.   The sixth-physic sense primarily focuses on the invisible planes closely associated with earth and earth life itself. To be psychic does not necessarily mean we are a consciously awakened spiritual being. The ideal is to blend and use the two together for the good of self and all. The intuitive knowing or gifts of spiritual illumination involve the wisdom science directed by that Source, Core, Indescribable Force, which existed prior to the birth of creation, humanity, false belief systems and materiality.

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Shirlee Hall

Published author of five books. Last four,  "Trapped: Visitor from Heaven", "The Three Persuasions - A Tale for Inquisitive Souls", "BE-Embracing the Mystery" and My Own Tree'.  Successful healer for 39 years, professional speaker, Wisdom Teacher, Spiritual Consultant and Work Shop leader.

Gained Higher Knowledge and Spiritual Healing from a firsthand ongoing experience with the Divine Radiance and luminous beings since a child.


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